Reality

  Young people, millenials you are being conned, manipulated, programmed.  Everyday for the last three years since Donald Trump got elected the media has told you folks that Donald Trump is evil. Trump is not evil, he is not a politician.  He is a very smart businessman.  People insult him and yes he insults right back.  He makes deals, he has become incredibly wealthy by making deals.  Are  you so blind to the great economy that you really want somebody who tells you all the free stuff they are going to give you.  Nothing is free, somebody, somewhere has to pay for your free college, healthcare, etc.  We have young people driven to horrific violence to silence those that disagree with them.  I will tell you, try me I dare you.  You young punks who want to silence conservatives like me, because we don't want to pay you to sit on your butt and give you everything for free. Young people   who can't figure out which fricking bathroom to use, look its simple nobody gives a rats bottom use what ever bathroom you want do your business and leave.  If you don't have the correct plumbing you can't use a urinal.    Don't peek under the door, dont do anything other than your business.
   Justice Kavanaugh is an innocent man  Quit trying to destroy him.  It is nasty and despicable.  We conservatives are sick of it.
  You don't like our guns, come pry them out of our cold dead hands.  You don't have any clue whom is armed to the teeth and who isn't take your chances you won't make it out alive.
  We don't want to pay for you to kill your babies.  If you don't want a baby don't have sex it is pretty simple.  If birth control fails oh well I guess you better grow up and raise the child or give that child up to people who will.
   I really don't care  if I hurt your feelings,they are feelings everybody has them, you can't change mine.  One last thing there is no such thing as toxic masculinity.  In every sex there is a few bad apples, but lately everyone wants to beat up on white males.  Listen up males are stronger than Females.  They are leaders, women weren't designed to be leaders, men are.  I want men to lead, spiritually, emotionally, physically.  Women were designed to be nurturers.  We multitask, we are masters at doing several   things at once and the current women running as democrats are lying, conniving snakes.  They just are.  Elizabeth Warren fakes being an Indian Princess for years the only reason she backed off, she got caught.    Kamala Harris is an evil person who tried very hard to ruin a good man.  They have zero proof, she is a disgusting human being.  So No I don't want any lying nasty woman to be President.  If you can give me a good, honest, stand up woman who  wants the best for out country then I actually might think about her but no we get nasty lying snakes who think men aren't worthy of respect, conservatives must be silenced.  Bring it, your arguments are
Invalid, so yes Trump 20/20

Mean

Why do you have to be so mean?

The wounds you make are often unseen.

The pain you cause, you can't take back.

What seeped to your heart and turned it black.

It's time to change and learn to be kind.,

It's never to late to change your mind.

It is not as hard as you think,

to take that black and make it pink.

Happiness really is a choice,

and when you feel it you will rejoice.

You don't have to be so mean,

Change your life make it clean.

Premature Exit

Premature Exit

  June 24th 2010, my 21st wedding anniversary, and also the day my mother committed suicide.  For years I was angry.  Why? Why that day?  We had unfinished business, we had unspoken conversations, unanswered questions.  My relationship with my mother had been strained for years.  I had a much closer relationship with her mother who we lost February of this year.   Since that day i have struggled to answer the why's, when someone close to you decides to make a premature exit at their own hand do they realize the carnage they leave behind.  Over the years, I struggled with this, at first, I took it personal after all that was my day.  I hated her, pure rage.  I had no sympathy at all. My mother suffered from manic depression.  It was tough to live with when I was growing up.  None of her extreme moods made sense.  I took care of a lot of things when I was young, I should have just been a kid. After a long while and many conversations with God and my siblings the rage thawed.  It wasn't about me.  She didn't do what she did to injure or hurt me.  She did it to release her, her pain was to much to bear.  She planned it.  She knew at some point that she was going to exit life, a crime of  opportunity she was alone, and there was a gun and nobody to interrupt the plan.  She had finished with the business she wanted to finish.  She completed a  bucket list of sorts.  I just wasn't on the list.  Maybe she didn't know how to fix what was broken.  There have been many suicides since then, famous people, infamous people, it seems that the the depression that leads to suicide has no limit.  Rich, poor, young, old, it doesn't seems to matter.  It hits out of the blue, people didn't realize how depressed they were.  They were happy, always had a smile, would do anything for anybody.           
 Vets are at extreme risk.  P.T.S.D seems to be a factor.  I understand that too unfortunately but until recently it just didn't have a fancy name.  My Dad died at 52 a fatal combination of eating to much, smoking to much.  Men were not allowed to be emotional, it was seen as a weakness.  We sent them off to war, and never really bothered to check up on them when they got home. That was the reality of Vietnam vets.  Now we have vets returning from Iraq and Afghanistan.  Lots of vets struggle, they deploy far from home, and they do what their country demands of them  They come home to the fanfare and the Hallmark worthy welcome home parties but reality has changed .  During a deployment their life is regimented and the partner who has been home has run the show.  It is very tough to figure out where to fit in again, and then when life seems to pick up a more natural rhythm, it is time for them to deploy again.  It is a strain on marriages, on children and on the military member  Even now, when we have fancy diagnoses and drugs these vets struggle and some of them don't make it.  We don't know the horrors of what they have seen.  It is hard to understand the stress they are under.  I am a military daughter,wife, and mother.  The military lifestyle is one I know well and from many different angles.
  So what is the purpose of writing this, I guess just to let those that understand the pain know that they are not alone, that whatever they are feeling it is OK.  I hope to bring awareness to mental illness, it is complicated, a disease of the mind.  A person seems perfectly normal on the outside you can't see what is below, especially when it is camouflaged by a smile and a great personality.

Democrats have not changed

  Lately a lot has been said about how Democrats have swung wide left, they have not.  The Democratic party has always been about equality.   We no longer have true freedom of speech.  We have biological men competing in women's sporting events by saying simply that they identify as women.  If this trend continues it will spell the end of women's track and field events.  A woman cannot compete against a man in an event where his biology serves a great advantage.  Woman who complain are being accused of being transphobic.  Martina Navratilova a tennis great recently spoke out about the unfairness of it and immediately was shut down.  We used to care about Jews and Israel but hatred and discriminating against Jews is ok again.  We have a vocal anti-Semite in the House of Representatives, we can't even censure her rhetoric.  Our new young representatives in Congress decided to endorse this Green New Deal.  It is so outrageous in what it aims to accomplish.  It is horrendously expensive and just not practical in any sense.  Yet every Democratic hopeful wanting to occupy the Whitehouse wholeheartedly endorses it. The new buzzword floated by the Democratic party is Democratic socialism  Democratic socialism is defined as having a socialist economy in which the means of production (including wealth) are socially and collectively owned or controlled alongside a politically democratic system of government.   Never mind that every place this has been tried has failed on a massive scale.  Margaret Thatcher once famously stated.  The problem with Socialism is that eventually you run out of other people's money.  Do we honestly believe that the ultra rich will just allow themselves to be taxed at the outrageous rate the Democratic party is purposing  which some have stated can be as high as 70%.  I am pretty sure Congress will develop loopholes for their own wealth.  Eliminating the Electoral College is another way to ensure the Democratic party stays in control.  When the small flyover states have no voice the popular vote will determine who is elected.  The power will lie with the large densely populated states.  They have already tried to give illegals voting rights.  The hope is that keeping illegals controlled they will vote Democrat.  It is so expensive and dangerous for an illegal resident to become fully legal.  We keep them down.
    They cannot control the current president so he must be impeached, they haven't found any impeachable offenses but will stop at nothing to find something to exploit to get him impeached.  They do not like him because he does what he thinks is better for the country; he is not owned by anyone.  This is unnaceptable to the media and Congress they are used to getting the President to do whatever they want.  I cannot see how this will end well.  Republicans will be marginalized when the Democratic party has enough votes to insure they have all branches of government in their control.  What will happen when you have armed, angry marginalized citizens who are not allowed to have the freedoms this country was built on.  Do we honestly think they will just adjust under fear of speaking out.  The revolution is already under way.  Nicholas Sandman  the Covington High School student, unfairly attacked by the media hired an attorney and is fighting back suing CNN and the Washington Post for defamation.  You can't silence everybody with fear and exploitation.  This was tried once before.  It was the revolutionary war where people fought back against excessive taxation.  They wanted to be free to live and worship and speak without fear of retribution by a king.  America was founded on these ideals.  No matter how the media spins the news the truth will always prevail in the end.  We the people need to speak up and speak out, or we may find that our voices will be silenced forever.