Warning: This is how I really feel.

The government shut down sort of.  This made me mad.  Not kind of mad, but as mad as a hornet whose nest had been disturbed.  I wasn't mad at the Republicans that the media was trying so hard to convince me were the ones responsible.  I was mad at the President and the Senate democrats who would not negotiate.  Leaders Negotiate!  It is better to get most of what you want if people will benefit and the country will benefit.  These people flat refuse to negotiate, that seems wrong.  Shutting down open air memorials and National parks is wrong.  You can't convince me it costs less to put barriers and park rangers in place.  For what purpose, to keep out some older veterans out of their memorial, they fought for it, it is theirs.  So I will say what made some people mad.  I hate you President Obama, I truly, truly, hate you.  Someday my God , will take care of you.  You hate this country, you hate people who disagree with you, you hate people like me who see you for the lying snake that you are.  I hate people who will not stand up for the benefit of this country they care about protecting you and what you want more then they care about serving their fellow man.  My rights as a Christian are being eroded every day for the rights of Muslims extremists, who would not blink if I was exterminated in the street.  Muslim Extremists hate me, that is fine, I will not shut up.  I am not polite all the time.  See I believe that Christian Conservatives like me have been sweet and polite for to long and that is why the country is here it is at.  The minority has the power.  I was quiet too, didn't want to offend people, well I am done being a good, quiet person, I am angry!  Somebody has to be strong enough to say, enough is enough.  I am sure that God gave me my strong opinions for a reason.  Paul said things that in his day made people mad.  I may be childish, but these black and white words don't harm anybody and they are mine.  In my opinion, I do this to get my frustration out.  Read it or not I simply don't care.  There will be people who disagree with me tell me I am a bad Christian, maybe so but I am a Christian, God will forgive me, I am his child with the big loud mouth.  I am absolutely sure he will put me to use one day.  My true, loyal friends, who read my blog they will understand. They love me for who I am.   For you who get it, I love you.  For you who this shutdown hurt, I am sorry, you have my full support.